Maybe it was because he wanted to see what happened. Maybe it was because he was working on a plan to save him. Maybe he just had to know. For whatever reason, Peter followed Jesus after His arrest. He was among the crowd when he was pointed out. He had been discovered! What would he do? Deny it. Deny it all. He didn’t dare admit it and see a similar fate. He didn’t try to escape. He wanted to see what happened, but he wanted to do so in anonymity.
We do the same so often as well. We want to be around Jesus, but don’t want to be seen. We want Jesus in our lives, but we don’t want to experience any persecution because of our faith. We are glad to say we follow Christ when we are among believers, but when we come to situations that make faith uncomfortable we deny our faith. We hide in the open, wanting to see if Jesus is going to do anything, but unwilling to do anything ourselves.
God wants us to identify ourselves with Him not only when it is convenient to us, but when it is challenging as well. He wants us to trust that He is in charge and will protect us. He won’t hide from us. We shouldn’t hide our faith in Him.